友情? 爱情?

13/05/2009

Lately, I'm kinda being negative thinking.
Well, not in school.
Or anywhere else except for house.
Wonder why?

Lately, things are reminding me about the past.
I know I'm really sucks at it.
So, please stop reminding me about it.
I kept acting that I'm ok, I'm alright.
Typing, "Haha, xD, Lolx"
But actually deep in my heart, its breaking.

Always Cheering myself up, its ok.
Its just a matter of time.
Others keep telling me the same thing,
"You will sure meet a better one in the future."
But, how about right now?
I'm tired of waiting.

Friends sometimes tried to cheer me up,
Now you are only 16++~ haii yorrr...
Got people 26++ also haven't paktoh once before laa...
What you scare la..
When you go college, or university, or work that time.
Sure will got de...

xlolx

Now I understand, being kind, is not everything.
Why should I?
I don't get any reward or anything in return.
People will just probably return you with a Thank You.
And, thats it, no more.
Later on, he/she even will forget that I once helped em.
Its not that I want anyone to remember or anything.
What I'm trying to say is that...
being kind can't help you to persuate a girl.

What for being kind?
xlolx

友情
I dont wanna a misunderstand again.
Dont put so much hope.

爱情
Its almost impossible.
How to know whats someone thinking?
No way.
Unless by words.

How to know?
Oh, nevermind.

Examination week.
Kinda a bother.
MSSKL Saturday.
Demostration Sunday.
Additional Mathematic Tomorrow.

S.H.I.T

-Mun Chun-