Confession

19/01/2013

Its my friend's wedding dinner today.

Congratulations to my friend and wish them to have a happy ever after =)

But then I was kinda unhappy that I am not invited.

Feel like my friends are getting further away from me.

I have never been able to have a very close friend in my life, only one.
But now we have kind of stop contacting for awhile.

I really hope he will contact me soon.

I used to have 3 best friends in primary school.

I tried to keep the friendship when we gone to secondary.

With class separations, less contact, in the end, we break apart.

Then, among the 3 best friends, there is still one that I am close with.

Although we spent less time together but I know where he put me in his heart.

Ever since high school ended for us, I don't know where I stand anymore.

We rarely get in touch anymore.

I used to have a great friend, but I destroyed that relation with my own hands.

The first two years it happened, I spent almost everyday thinking about that exact moment.
Thinking, "Why did I do that?", always hoping things can be the same again.

Now, there are some days I will think about this, today is one of those days.

Then there are also 3 female friends that I really cared about.

It's really great and I am grateful that I know them.

They helped me a lot, cheered me up, and being friends with me.

But we almost never met up after high school, maybe few times. But it's been a very long time ago.

It's been almost half a year I have seen any of my close friends.

I really want to meet up, talk about something, or do something.
Maybe a simple "how is your life?" conversation.

Its been a bad day for me.

Having a bad headache for the whole day.

Injured myself when doing some chores.

Unhappy stuff happened.

I just need somebody.

-Mun Chun-